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It’s been a few hours, you’ve just been hanging there. You’ve been quiet, too quiet. Usually there’s music playing, or your foot steps could be heard. But today, you’re quiet. Your little sister, who doesn’t normally come to greet you because you lock yourself away, decides to see what you’re doing. She assumes you’re taking a nap, or doing some homework quietly. She runs up the stairs, eager to see, but she comes to an immediate halt. You’re not doing your homework, nor taking a nap. Your music isn’t playing and you aren’t walking around. You’re hanging there, completely still, now just like her. At this moment, her whole world shatters. Everything she has ever known, looked up to, loved, is hanging there by a thread. At this moment, her life has been changed forever. At this moment, she wishes she was hanging with you.

Before you decide to take your life, imagine who will find you. Imagine them walking into a room, and seeing you just hanging there. Whether it be your little sister, little brother, mother father, grandparents, a friend. Imagine what will happen when they find you. No, they will not say “Finally, they’re gone.” No, they will not say “I’m happy they did that.” No, they will not say “I never loved them anyways.” They will die. Their hearts will break. They will hurt, more than you ever could. They will cry, scream, and break down. They’ll believe it’s all just a dream, praying to wake up. Except, they won’t feel that for a few seconds, or a few days, not weeks, nor months. They will feel that until the day they die. Everyday will be hell. They’ll think of you ever second. They’ll hate themselves for not being able to help or save you. They’ll wish they could die too. They’ll want to give up, just to be with you. They won’t be ever be happy again. They won’t smile. They won’t go back to their daily routine. They’ll die every time they walk past your room, or see a picture of you, or think of a memory with you. They’ll think, but stay quiet. They’ll visit your grave, feeling a knife go through their chest every time. And every morning when they wake up, no matter how long it’s been, they’ll wake up to thinking they’ll see you, only to be let down once again. And every night, they will cry themselves to sleep, because even though they refuse to admit it, know you’re gone forever.

Before you decide to take your life, think of your family, burying you. Yes, your own mother and father are planning your funeral. It’s supposed to be the other way around, but it’s not. They’ll have to call the cops, sign a death certificate, pick out clothing, buy a tomb stone, a casket, pick out flower arrangements, and more; All for their child’s funeral. The morning of your funeral, everyone who loves you is wearing black. Tears are streaming down their face, while their heart is breaking. Everyone who you thought didn’t need you, or didn’t care, are waiting in line to see you. They aren’t waiting in line at a party, or a graduation, or at a wedding reception. They’re waiting to see you, hands folded, lifeless, in a casket.

Before you decide to take your life, think of everyone you will be hurting. Don’t you dare say no one, because absolutely everyone will be affected. Your grandparents, won’t have a grandchild anymore. Your parents, won’t have a child anymore. Your brother or sister, won’t have a sibling anymore. Your pet, won’t have an owner anymore. That person you sit next to in class, won’t feel your presence anymore. Your teacher, won’t have a student anymore. That time your grandparents told you no, will haunt them forever, thinking it is their fault, that you are now dead. That time your parents yelled at you, will haunt them forever, thinking if they didn’t yell at you, you would still be here. That time your sibling said they hated you, will hate themselves, because they believe you would still be alive if they said they loved you instead. Those kids who made you feel bad, will wish they were dead too, because if they just smiled at you instead, you would be here. That teacher that said you didn’t meet her expectations, will feel like a failure, because you would still be here, if she believed in you. Everyone, who has ever been in your presence, will hurt, because if they showed you they cared, you would still be here.

Before you decide to take your life, think. Don’t just think of yourself, think of the consequences for everyone else. No one’s life will be the same again. That person who God made specially for you, won’t have you. That happiness that was waiting for you, will never show again. Before you decide to take your life, realize that you may be ending your pain, but you’ll be starting a lifetime of everyone elses.

If you are feeling alone, and think that suicide is the only way out:

My ask is open, and I’m always here. I’ll never judge you. I’ll try to help you.

If you are thinking of taking your life, call:

1-800-784-2433

1-800-SUICIDE

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This hit hard. My best friend hung himself five years ago and everyday it still hurts. If you don’t think that you have anything to live for, remember that you do.

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Anonymous asked:

You say a lot of shit about proof 9/11 was an inside job, but you never share it... not saying you're wrong, I'm just interested in seeing your sources. Care to share this proof?

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real-hiphophead:

It’s all really obvious stuff at this point. It’s just whether or not you want to look. I understand it’s difficult to believe, but thats only because you have been so badly misinformed your whole life that the truth appears to be ludicrous. Here are a few different points I would bring up:

#1, already brought up WTC 7 - how do you explain the fact that it’s not even mentioned in the 9/11 Commission Report, was NEVER hit by a plane, and yet collapses in a controlled-demolition style. This is important, particularly because half of Americans have never even heard of WTC 7.

And why did the BBC report that WTC Building 7 had collapsed a full 20 minutes before it actually did? Did they have prior knowledge of a demolition of WTC Building 7?

#2, there is no way the Twin Towers “collapse” in nearly free fall speed. Physics tells us that fire simply cannot cause this. The official reasoning is simply ridiculous. Don’t buy into the lies that it’s because of the way the building was built, and that it had no core structure etc.It had a core of steel beams that could never “collapse” in on itself at free-fall speed, LOL. Take a look. 

"The building was designed to have a fully-loaded 707 crash into it, that was the largest plane at the time. I believe the building could probably sustain multiple impacts of jetliners, because this structure, is like the mosquito netting on your screen door; this intense grid. And the jet plane is just a pencil puncturing that screen netting, it really does nothing …"

Frank A. DeMartini, Manager, WTC Construction and Project Management, in an interview on January 25th, 2001, a little less than 8 months before the towers “collapsed” on 9/11.

#3, An obvious sign of an inside job / black-ops operation, is how quickly they had determined exactly who the hijackers were and released their pictures — only to find out later that at least EIGHT (8) of those hijackers were ALIVE! Even after confirmation that they were alive, the list of hijackers was never changed, and even in the 9/11 Commission Report still lists these men as responsible, despite the lack of any evidence, and the fact that many of them are alive.

Now add to this that none of the 19 alleged terrorists names appeared on the passenger lists released the same day by both United Airlines and American Airlines, or the official autopsy reports …

#4, Mahmood Ahmad, ISI Chief (Pakistani Intelligence - created by the CIA), wired $100,000 to Mohammad Atta on Sept. 10th, 2001, as reported by the Wall Street Journal. The 9/11 Commission Report completely omit this, instead stating this about the question of who bankrolled the September 11th attacks: “To date, the US government has not been able to determine the origin of the money used for the 9/11 attacks. Ultimately the question of the origin of the funds is of little practical significance.” The question of who bankrolled the deaths of 3,000 Americans is “of little practical significance”? On Sept. 11, 2001, Mahmood Ahmad was IN Washington, DC having breakfast with the future CIA Director. Nothing suspicious about that …

#5, The U.S. Government was running at least 9 different anti-terrorism “war games” ON the morning of 9/11 simulating hijacked planes being flown into buildings. Read that again. Quite a coincidence…

#6, Something very curious … Why has there been no investigation into why the Bin Laden family was flown out of the country on September 12th, during the no-fly period, and the long-standing Bush family business ties to the Bin Ladin family fortune? Coincidentally (?), a multi-billion dollar defense contracting company in which both families held interests, the Carlyle Group, was holding its annual meeting on September 11th, with George Bush Sr.and two brothers of Osama Bin Ladin in attendance. 

#7, There are so many smoking guns … After being informed the second tower had been hit, why did President Bush remain in the classroom reading to children about a pet goat for 20 more minutes? Even though his location was publicly disclosed in the press for days before the school photo op on 9/11, the Secret Service broke all standard procedures and left the President vulnerable while the county was supposedly under attack?

#8, The Bush administration repeatedly lied, saying there were “no warnings” and “I don’t think anybody could have predicted that these people would take an airplane and slam it into the World Trade Center,” when reports from every agency in the U.S. and around the world, including Germany, France, Russia, London and Egypt, were giving high alert warnings of an imminent terrorist attack using airplanes; and our own government had for many years run anti-terror drills involved hijacked planes being used as weapons. Fact.

#9, Mayor Rudolph Giuliani instantly authorized the shipment of WTC rubble/evidence to China and India for recycling, with no investigation of the crime scene … Use your head here, how fucked up is that, and why would that possibly happen? “‘The decision to rapidly recycle the steel columns, beams and trusses from the WTC in the days immediately after 9/11 means definitive answers may never be known.” (NY TIMES)

#10, a very fucking big one. Where is the Boeing 757 plane wreckage at the Pentagon? Did a plane actually crash into the Pentagon? Why have only two (neither of which shows a Boeing 757) of the 84 videos the government has of the Pentagon strike been released to the public, when there are many that would show us clearly what happened? Look at that picture. Look at the lawn. Where is the massive 757 wreckage??

#11, similarly, where is the wreckage of United 93 at Shanksville? Why do we only see a small hole in the ground? No plane debris, no fires, no bodies … WHERE IS IT?

Cui Bono - Who benefits? The occupation of Iraq and Afghanistan (possibly Iran, Pakistan also?), billions and billions in oil and war contracts, the Patriot Act I and II, the Military Commissions Act (a few of the major bills that have completely raped our constitution and led the war on our civil liberties) and this ever tightening fascist police state we see growing around us. All are a direct result of 9/11. Who benefits? 

AND WHY is the mainstream media not asking any of these questions?

All of this … just touching the TIP OF THE ICEBERG here. But I’ve spent enough time on this one today. Believe what you want, lol.

What to believe man, crazy ass evidence, but can i get even more solid proof?

Definitely don’t take my word for it, brotha. Do your own research and come to your own conclusions. I’d recommend watching some documentaries like Zero: An Investigation Into 9/11, Loose Change: The Final Cut and Fabled Enemies. Those three are a good place to start.

We watched Loose Change in high school and I will never ever be able to forget it

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